Who am I?

During school days, when we studied about Dr.Ida Scudder and Mother Theresa, felt such qualities in myself and dreamt one day of becoming such noble role model, is that part of me dead now? At a very young age, in a road full of people, while crossing, holding an old man's hand or a child's, help them cross the road (not just once), everytime I happen to walk, I did that. When someone is hungry, sharing something with that person, not just once, many many times. Very young age, while the world near me was watching TV on a Sunday evening, took a walk with my friends analysing how best I can differ from ordinary way of life and be very productive, walk in the path of my role models. Helped neighbors buy groceries, newspaper, medicine. Smiled a lot, smiled a lot. Till today, that remains as the only possession. Little little things at that young age made lot of sense now. How did things go wrong? Am I a bad person? I dont think so. It is not just wanting to be a good person, many many little tasks that followed the good thoughts. How did I fail? What did I want to achieve? Where do I stand now? Really, one question keeps haunting me.....WHO AM I?